Monday, April 28, 2008

The Hidden War

Is this how it feels to be powerful?? being able to defeat any weaknesses and enemy that would surround you, be of any obstruction your way? Many people crave for this feeling and for this opportunity. But what lies with these things is deceit. Things like these always come in beautiful and carefully made packages. They present it that beautiful, until you discover the other side they never even dare introduce. Then you have discovered that things are not as good as the fairies make them.


Isolation is one thing that bothers most of the people. Having that loneliness inside really bothers people that hits them. What's the use of being strong when i'll just be lonely most of the time, if not all. That feeling of isolation where battles mostly commence, the battlefield of all battlefield. It's where you would never be able to count on anyone, or anything. All you have and would have is just yourself. Any weaknesses, that's for you to improvise. No one would rescue you. Not a support team, not even S.W.A.T. and not even your friend.


Personal wars are hard to win, even a deuce would be harder. It's where emotions clash, personalities argue and reasonings differ. It's a war where you'll never recognize your side, neither what you are fighting for...


suppressing is a trait that I have that I may say that I am good at. It helps me maintain what I should be maintaining. An image that must not be tarnished by whatever means possible. It helps me in a lot of ways, ways you could never imagine and perhaps never will. An abyss that I keep on filling, an endless pit that still needs refilling...


these are moments where you would want to engage in personal slumbers to where you could be in certain places in just a flick of a finger. A boxing ring, an endless war, a fight for survival, a fight with yourself...


there are things that you could not help but to hate about yourself, in whatever means everybody has one. Moments like these are moments where pain feels so good, a pleasure, a revel, majestic but painful. Self inflicted punishment, a court where you are the judge, the defendant, the suspect, the victim and the jury. It's in your decision, yo where limit lies. If things are already enough, or if things are still never enough...


a rage you would want to unravel. A rage that was fighting itself to be free, a monster yet to be unleashed but prevented by personal suppression. A monster so powerful yet so fragile, an irony that even mystery itself fails to cover...


suppression still conquers my mind and my personality. A dominance that's difficult to vanquish. The anger, the sadness, laughter and love.


challenges, to keep in time. Challenges to make you stronger and challenges that would help you discover yourself. Things would just be repeating themselves until you see the value in them... these just repeats themselves, and the value yet to be known. Things just happen, it happens so fast, it happens so sudden. Everything falls down simultaneously, which one to catch? All but not possible...






Wilson Molina || 2:24 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

And you tell me i have bad handwriting...

Welcome Wilson Molina, here is your handwriting analysis.

Wilson is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Wilson will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Wilson an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Wilson is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Wilson is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Wilson doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Wilson will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Wilson believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Wilson is talkative. He enjoys talking and socializing. He may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. He enjoys speaking.

Wilson has a desire for attention. People around Wilson will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.

Diplomacy is one of Wilson's best attributes. He has the ability to say what others want to hear. He can have tact with others. He has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Wilson can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Wilson's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Wilson slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Wilson can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Wilson is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Wilson basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

One way Wilson punishes himself is self directed sarcasm. He is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at himself.

Wilson has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Wilson exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Wilson allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Wilson has a vivid imagination.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Wilson has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Wilson fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Wilson has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Wilson just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Wilson finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.


Wilson Molina || 8:06 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Can we just stop and talk a while?

Last satirday.. i went to solomon's guest house at their last day of the grand buffet...

wearing my formal dress.. i started to line up to get food and helped myself get a table...

after a while... Sir Acuña dropped by to eat also...

being with him on two classes, we dined together in one table..

it is really gratifying to be able to dine with your professor who is a respected man in the campus and in the industry itself...

discussing certain matters...

about the issues concerning different people..

he asked me if idrink coffe and i said on certain occasions...

then he offered me coffee, to be charged on the house...

he also gave me tips on schooll...

that i must study hard because i am not getting what he thinks i should be having..

regarding the path i would take afte graduation and stuffs..

i should be shedding some pounds to be more marketable, he said...

it's just a different scenario dining with your professor and just doing a little casual talk...

professors are really different in class and outside..

i still have a lot to do and a lot to think of doing...

the talk ended when he was about to go to office and we walked together back in AKIC....

Still, things needs improvements....


Wilson Molina || 4:31 AM

Friday, April 11, 2008

Never want the mind to be green!!!


Wilson Molina || 4:11 PM

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