Friday, March 27, 2009
Ok.. so kat posted a personality test and i had to try it out... hahaha
here's the result
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.Wilson Molina || 6:00 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
Madrama masyado... Mga hinanakit ng isang tao...
ANO NGA BA PROBLEMA MO???
Minsan may mararanasan ka na mga bagay bagay na ayaw mo. Iba iba ang tao, hindi lahat apre-pareho. Iba-ibang gusto at iba-ibang hilig. Kaya kung anong nakakasakit sayo e parang balewala sa kausap mo. Kaya ikaw lang ang may hinanakit, ikaw lang ang nagtatampo, pero nakaka ilang sabihin. Tatanungin ka kung anong problema, pag sinabe hindi ka naman seseryosohin. Dadaanin sa biro ang lahat, ams nakaka irita. Kayo-kayo na lang mag-usap...
SO, ANO NGA BA TALAGA ANG PROBLEMA?
Hindi lahat pareho ng solusyon sa problema. Hindi lahat importante. Kung hindi ka priority, hindi ka priority. Walang magawa. Hanggang doon na lang. Hindi lahat naaayos ng paumanhin lang, minsan kulang, minsan hindi. Mas masakit kung yun lang binigay pero kulang. Mas nakaka dismaya pa kung akala nila OK na. Nakakasakit kung ipapamukha pa. Ang kasalanan, hindi natatapos sa paumanhin. Hindi lahat pwedeng idaan sa ganun, Hindi sapapt, hindi lahat.
YUN LANG BA?
May mga tao naman na umiiwas lang. Hindi nagsasalita, hindi kumikibo. Kinabukasan, parang wala lang. Pero sayo, may hinihintay ka pa. Mahirap hingin ang paumanhin, dahil hindi siya hinihingi. Sa oras na hiningi, wala na itong saysay, wala nang kwenta. Mahirap magkunwaring ayos ang lahat kung hindi, mas mahiap kung sasabihin. Dumadalas ang minsan, araw-araw ang madalang. Lumalaki ang sugat, pero d pa rin pansin...
E ANONG GUSTO MO?
Mapag-usapan ng masinsinan. Dramang seryosohan. Magkaintindihan. Hindi ko hinihinging maging importante ako, gusto ko lang maramdaman na hindi ako binabalewala. Kinakalimutan. Parang wala lang. Left out. Neglected. Neglection list priority. Magka iba ang normal sa binabalewala. Malaki, pero mahirap makita. Magkaliwanagan, usap, tahimik. Maintindihan, hindi kailangang may iba. Maintindihan lang, ayos na ako.
SO GANUN NA LANG?
Maaari. Wala naman tayong magagwa. ganyan sila, ganito ako. May isang nagtatampo, nagdadamdam, hinanakit at ung isa wala. Kung hindi ka priority, hindi ka priority. Simpleng sagot, pero mahirap intindihin. Tanggapin...
ANO BANG NANGYARE?
Sabihin na nating masyadong matas ang pagpapahalagang binigay ko pero hindi nasuklian. Dismaya. Inis. Asar.
OK NA BA ANG LAHAT?
Sa kanila? oo. Sa akin? wan. Medyo. Siguro. Ikaw ang humusga.
E BAKIT SA AKIN MO SINASABE?
Wala akong masabihan. Hindi mo ko kilala, hindi ako naka kahon. Mahirap magsabe sa iba. Mahirap magbanggit ng pangalan. Malay mo, mabasa nila ito. Matamaan ang dapt mataman. Hindi ako seseryosohin ng mga taong dapar sumeryoso sakin. Masyado akong naka kahon sa personalidad na nabuo sa isipan nila.
SO, OK KA NA?
Pag natapos ito? Siguro. Malamang. Ewan.
ANONG MANGYAYARE PAGKATAPOS?
Siguro... Babalik sa date. basong may lamat pero ginagamet. Sayang. Hindi pwedeng itapon. Masyadong matagal nang nasa akin. Magan ang loob... Sana. Malabo.
BAKIT HINDI MO SA KANILA SABIHIN?
Hindi bagay sa akin. Sanay silang seryoso ako. At doon, hindi ako naseseryoso. tama na. Tigil na. Wala namang patutunguhan. mahirap.
ANONG BALAK MO NYAN?
Wala. Ikaw? Meron? Ako lang ang may hinanakit, dinadamdam. Nawawala na, mawawala na. Walang gasgas sa kanila, pero baso ko meron. Malake, butas, halata. Walang tampo sa kanila. Akin lang. Walang pagkakaintindihan. Balewalaan. Ako na lan... Wala ng away. Wala ng isyu. Ako na lan ulet na naan ang natataman. Hayaan na anten sa ganun. Mawawala. Luluha. Gagapang. Usok. Maglalaho.
Tagal umikot.
Tagay mo na. Kanina ka pa dumadaldal...
Lasing ka na ata...
Wilson Molina || 4:47 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
new year, new life, new perspective
as 12 strikes the clock, even cinderella would not pass the chance on seeing the beautiful fireworks that every single on in your place carefully bought.
such display only happens quite rare, not unless a fireworks display event which is much better.
no matter how hard you fell, things are over.
yesterday ended last night. and last night cannot be tonight.
and last night cannot be edited.
what's done is done.
it's how you carry yourself after everything is done.
you'll see the level of thinking a kid has by what he do.
if a kid stumbles, falls, caught bruises but kept in the position and cried and cried until someone came to the rescue. typical scenario..
if another kid with the same experience but stood up, yet cried, approached someone familiar. much brighter..
the brightest among them would be the kid who would stand up, complain about the pain and asks for cure when approaches someone familiar.
we never have to be on the same place letting people see that we have to be pitied.
nothing will happen by the pity of people who knows of what happened.
as fireworks lit the sky, i got to the highest ground i ccan ever get.a nd see every fireworks without any obstruction. just pure fireworks and the sky.
lemme share something i just learned that night.
if you want to feel a little self confidence boost in you.
start the new year right.
when clock strikes 12.
go to the highest ground you could ever go, a view of the spectacular fireworks the whole neighborhood would be lighting.
then pretend that everyone's rejoicing of all the things that you did. that you things happened for the things you did. and just you did the things you just simply did.
then an igniting feeling would catch you off guard. a feeling to contentment and joy.
well, this is new year it's the time when lights reach the sky and lets everyone see its beauty in the most beautiful angle as possible.
success is like a fire cracker. it has to be ignited. then it swooshes it's way up reaching a certain distance where it cannot step unto someone's success. it must not be colliding with other fireworks. during that time it emmits a light that everyone would see. and everyone's eyes are just tuned upon it. then at the last moment. it bangs it's final influence. and rests it case and light turns out.
Wilson Molina || 3:04 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
You don't want ot read this...
As the morning greets me with its warm and caressing light,
Thing began to change all of a sudden..
Things we do not know, thing we are so oblivious of become a part of our experience.
When we were kids, we usually as k people why these certain things happen to people,
Mostly it’s our parents to whom we ask the questions…
But most of them are asked our selves…
There are certain forces in nature that we cannot explain but are inevitable…
This is where most of our topics and questions come in…
We may never be given definite answers we just accept things as they are…
I open my eyes….
The blank ceiling stares at me saying it’s going to be a long day…
I may not know what’s going to happen but a heavy feeling greets me upon movement…
These are not new to me… I’ve been feeling it quite too often…
I don’t know why… nor what it may be…
I just know it is heavy… and it’s an obstruction…
It will keep me down…
They say that in idle moments, great ideas come in..
A thought of change came to me…
Did you ever feel that you want to change something to what status quo has given you?
Or are you tired of creating the change for the effects are too little to be influential…
Then you’re back to reality…
Time for the daily routine…
As water pours down…
So does yesterday’s frustrations….
Yesterday's neglection…
Stress.. Disappointments…
A sigh of relief…
Time passes and it seems that it’s not productive…
Then, the whole plan for the day comes flashing in front of you…
Faster… Faster.. Faster…
Then, rewinds…
In a moment… you’re conscious again..
Water still pours down…
You turn the knob… it stops…
Time is of the essence…
Opens the closet…
What do I wear??
A wide variety of linens, colors, styles and crumples…
Then time slows down…
The day flashes again…. Slower this time…
Checks time… still has too much to spare…
As I set off to my destination…
A lot of people pass by…
Some with the same attire… some different…
Others are unclassifiable…
Water…
A day just wouldn’t pass without the sight of it…
And without getting into contact with it…
*tick*
There goes my pass…
Door opens…
Falls in line…
Waiting…
Waiting…
Waiting…
The rest of the day flashes…
A different setting…
A different type…
Another day??
I can’t tell…
Sits down…
It wouldn’t start…
Not yet…
Questions roam your mind…
Would society accept your platforms..?
Would it create change??
Or would you just let the system gobble you up like everyone else?
A society made by someone powerful…
Or at least.. was…
But the society he made is still here….
Society really has a lot of illness…
The doctor is still on leave…
He may not even have the remedy…
May… but there’s no harm in trying…
But waiting is not trying…
They say every name has a destiny positioned unto it…
They say that it’s what you are intended to do..
No matter what you become … it is what you’ll end up doing…
I don’t know about yours… but here’s mine … WILSON
Teacher comes….
Time to listen…
Or pretend at least…
I have a long day…
This has to be quite a long discussion…
But things would end…
They have to…
Not because you wanted to..
But because people are not capable anymore…
I sure hope I can stop time…
There are things that we would never understand…..
And I like tranquility, some people really never understood it…
I like to be in quiet places…
I want to relax whenever I have the opportunity to…
I have to walk again…
The day has been quite tiring but I can still do things I want to…
Now what do we do?
Do we have to please other people?
Do we have to live up to the way they built you?
Do we have to run to our problems?
Problems will not change to meet the answers…
It is us who has to change…
If you don’t want to.. then nothing will happen…
A one man army…
I sure look forward to…
Consciousness dominates..
I am staring at the ceiling..
Hmmm… an unconscious walk??
Great..
My body responds to what I have to do…
It’s programmed already…
No matter what we do,
People will never run out of things to say against you…
Today will end tonight.. And tomorrow is another day…
Then darkness falls…
*sigh*
i wasn’t able to find myself today…
let’s see what tomorrow has for me…
Wilson Molina || 6:42 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Things school would not teach you
Hey.. after some time.. I'm back blogging again
I really miss these days...
For almost 19 years that I have been breathing
in this world. There are things that you learn all by
yourself and is never taught in school...
It's never too late to be what you want to be
People are entitled with their own biases
No matter how hard you find something, you will never find it because you really never expect yourself to see it.
Sometimes, all you need is rest...
There are things that are better left unsaid
There are also things that are interesting if you know and still left unsaid
Having high expectations will get you no where
Sometimes, all you have to do is stop and pause for a while.
It will never hurt to try
Throwing the towel is never a sign of defeat
Throwing the towel is more of a sign of supremacy
You can't expect people to be what you want society to be
No matter what you do, people would never ran out of things to say against you
It never hurts to cry
You are the pilot of your own life
Admitting to be weak is a sign of being strong
The only way to predict the future is to make it
there will never be time for anything. If you want time, you just have to make it
Never ruin an excuse with an apology
There are things better done with a partner or with a team
You can't do everything all by yourself, even though you think you could
You can be good at everything, but someone will be better at something
Try to learn something of everything and everything about something
Gazing at the moon and stars is a great way to relax... (I wish I could climb the rooftop)
People will never find satisfaction
I'd rather give joy than find it
You're stronger than you think you are
Sometimes, people just need the encouragement
Things are failures when you consider them as failures...
Things would turn out to be good when you see it would be good...
Wilson Molina || 4:36 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
Tell me, have you ever been so close to being like a rampaging gorilla when their young are touched?
Tell me, have you ever wanted to inflict injury on people that never learn how to prioritize?
Tell me, have you ever wanted to loose all the connections to sanity just to feel like it?
Tell me, have you ever wanted release all tension in just one shot?
Tell me, have you ever been so desperate but holds yourself for something you know is intangible?
Then I tell you...
pleasure is what's left in agony..
bliss is what you find in in hatred...
blessing is what I call pain...
history will repeat itself...
this time, it's more rewarding, devastating, oblivious...
revelations will come to life..
retribution never felt this humongous...
as vampires hunger for blood, mine does for pain...
it's never too late to be what you can be...
but I would rather leave what the past have entailed to be at present...
movies do bring something in you..
a feeling of imitation, of transcendence..
at the verge of insanity..
still waiting to cross the line..
that would be really exciting...
Wilson Molina || 4:02 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
Things does happen... and so does shit...
there are stuffs we cannot control and therefore inevitable...
but there are also things we wish would never happen...
but no matter how we try to connect the dots to make the line longer, it has to end somewhere
it's not a never ending connection.. there's always a beginning and an end...
there's no loop.. there's no circle.. there is a picture...
tell me... no matter how you make yourself invulnerable, you'll still be penetrable...
you pile all the defense and a single feather would ruin the preparation...
you can never really have a full Armour..
you can never really have a bigger Shield..
even the greatest warrior falls.. pours.. wounds...
to the soldier who gave his all..
to the one who never retreated..
to someone who won it twice..
it's an unfair fight I know..
no matter how many times we win..
he just needs one..
one little mistake destroys it all..
then all will be put to none..
time will come.. I'll be facing him..
until that time..
I'll make everyone prepared...
Got my point?
I think not...
and that's the way I like it.
Wilson Molina || 1:46 AM
